Remember that the world needs people like you, too.  And though you have parts of yourself that you can't stand, you have not yet reached your final form.  You will metamorphose into an existence that only you can be.  And there are people who will not only accept your gifts but welcome them, desire them, see them as vital to their lives.  Even if you cannot see it now, you will someday.  That even your imperfect, flawed existence is something worth celebrating.  And no matter how much pain you have caused, for others and yourself, there will always be someone to forgive you, when the time comes.