My blogging timeline is all weird now...there's things I want to tell my past self to write to my future self now @_@

Well, regardless of everything, I learned some things about myself this weekend.

One thing I don't know, though, is why I spend so much of my time distracting myself from sadness instead of trying to move toward happiness.  Is it just because it's hard?  I wonder.  The distractions are hard too, though.  Am I just forgetting about what is important again?