Looking through my past entries as I am apt to do, there are just, so many words of loneliness and hurt.
I don't write any of these hoping for responses, that's not it at all, but if I could, I would write back into the past. I don't know what I would say, besides my honest feelings. Maybe sometimes it would be advice and reassurance, maybe sometimes it would be hope for the future, but maybe sometimes it would simply be a shared sense of suffering. Who knows, it would just be what I feel.
But I can only re-receive those thoughts from myself now, and think about how I feel about them. Even if I wanted to, I can't write back into the past.
So, this time, I'll write into the future instead.
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