I started to watch Gakuen Utopia Manabi Straight! again.  I was watching it a little bit yesterday and was totally in an emotional state so I was close to crying in points that I really normally would not have been.  I think I also empathized with a tsundere type for the first time...I really normally don't appreciate those types quite that much, but somehow, just thinking about it as basically a conflict between inner feelings of being included/putting yourself out there and running away, made it much more poignant.