Thursday, August 29, 2013

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Woke up early today, for the first time in...gosh, forever.  The weather is so nice...can it just stay like this the whole day?  Will it???  Ahh, it's too much to hope, maybe.  But the clouds are so nice...almost like it's winter again.  Hey, I'm allowed to talk about the weather on this blog, right?  I can say whatever I want, right?

Looks like project Love Everlasting will be revealed in =November=, so we're going to have to wait another 2.5 months or so.  Sorry, Rachel!  It'll be worth the wait though, I'm sure.  Ahh, I'm really so excited for it...

Been trying my hand at designing my own MtG set, Return to Return to Ravnica, ha ha ha.  We'll see how that goes.

Might be going to Bad Boys of Swing tonight?  It's not too far, so I feel like I might as well go, assuming I'm not tired and feeling up for it.  My WCS is "okay", so it's, okay.

Seems like I regained my stride at work, which is really nice...

Ludum Dare is coming up this weekend.  Trying to keep it a low-stress deal this time, and make a smaller project.  I know I say that every time, but maybe this time will actually be the time when I -do- make a smaller project.  -_-;

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

https://xanga.crowdhoster.com/relaunch-xanga

Apparently Xanga was successful in its fundraiser.  Cool!  Will we stay here anyways?  Probably...but it's at least nice that all of my old posts are still alive in their original form.

We'll see how this new home does for me.  We'll see.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Not sure what to write in here anymore, seriously.  I really don't know.

Well, anyways.

On Friday I went to visit the band kids at my high school...I couldn't go on Saturday since I was hosting my dance.  Everything was completely foreign...not just the kids there, but the staff as well, the field, the track, the fences...everything.  I walked around and made sure to stay out of everything, made sure I didn't make the same mistake that I did before of wanting to poke my hands into it.  It's not mine anymore; I have no business with it.

I went into the band room, just kind of poking my head around.  I was looking at the award plaques...even those are new.  The Edith Cegelski one...the one that was up there only had 2 names on it.  I don't know what happened to the old one--the one with my name on it.

Probably the only thing that I really recognized there was "Beach Is to Fun".  It felt pretty nice, seeing my book still there.  Heh.

It was kind of sad, just going there and not having any connection to anything at all.  This was such a big part of my life, you know?  It was one of my only real passions at the time.  The only person who I knew there was K, and...I didn't really want to talk with him.  He saw me in the band room, actually, and just said "Hello."  ...which meant that he didn't recognize me.  Which is alright...I look different now, and I again, I really didn't want to talk to him.  But I smiled to myself inside a little bit, knowing that he just walked past his former head drum major without even realizing it.

Saturday was the dance I hosted.  The setlist is posted here.  It went pretty well.  We probably had about 20 people or so show up?  So it was more or less like last time.  I'm not popular enough to get everyone to come to my events, which is okay.  I think it's just because of the kind of person I am.  I'm not, don't know, can't socialize with people.  It's okay.

The people who came seemed to really like it, so...again, more or less like last time.  So that went really well.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Project Love Everlasting: I'm on the finishing touches.  This is going to be so awesome!!!

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Sooooo yeah, wrote music for 7 hours last night.  Felt great, was so fun, really really fun!  Really excited for this, really.  Man...really excited.

So easily influenced by others, even unknowingly.  Is this right?  Am I right?  Who cares who cares who cares I'm right, aren't I?  If I say so, then it must be, right?  Of course there are going to be times when no, I'm totally wrong and gee, how much of a jerk can I -be- with doing all of the things that I thought were "right", but...it's okay, huh.

Project Love Everlasting is nearing its final stages!

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

You won't know where the line is until you cross it...?  Or at least, come close to it.  Best way to find the edge is to brush up against it.


It's funny...I feel like it's something I do so often and so second-naturedly in video games...I've complained before that learning how to drive is made really difficult by the fact that the penalty for screwing up is so high, so you're too afraid.  You overcompensate in one direction, so you can't just nail things in the middle.  Or something.  Well, I guess the real reason that driving is hard is because you don't have an overhead camera.  But I digress...

Friday, August 2, 2013

Xanga recap

Just for posterity, recording the final stats for my Xanga, which has lasted all the way from September 5, 2004 until June 11, 2013.

3759 posts across 3202 days, which is an average of ~1.17 posts per day.

Here are all the semi-interesting posts that I've collected throughout all of the years, along with their post titles or descriptions.  These links will probably become defunct soon, sadly.

http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/133638165/item.html Starcraft bogus rants
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/137154142/item.html ultraminiantidismembermentationisminglationifyingology
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/141993988/item.html Speech & Debate = Tetris Attack
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/155976945/item.html Random Question Experiment
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/181126486/item.html Random Question Experiment #2
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/200948430/item.html Kristina is confused
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/204403230/item.html I used to be so busy!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/219234209/item.html Chris is weird
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/247220697/item.html LEM Brainstorming
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/253504665/item.html Even back then...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/254736421/item.html Stupidity
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/262822830/item.html "Timmy Wong, how dare you sit in chairs?"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/283939008/item.html 5x5x5
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/292475203/item.html Liz digging herself into a hole
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/293921138/item.html AIM log results
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/295398230/item.html AIM log analysis
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/295968141/item.html Barriers
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/298727113/item.html *leaves at a more than moderate pace, very much faster than walking*
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/299134638/item.html Quotes from my Foothill math teacher
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/300241324/item.html Mass Internet Quizzes
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/304931497/item.html sin x / n
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/328627515/item.html Silly Parents...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/332213018/item.html Cubes.  Lots of em.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/332674568/item.html Long away messages
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/334048192/item.html Use a layer!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/337505831/item.html "Now there's a mental image, eh?"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/340722635/item.html Pretzels
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/343560651/item.html Chris is still weird
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/352738205/item.html Chem Lab #1
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/361822832/item.html Chem Lab #2
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/365536705/item.html "Protected call"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/365753981/item.html "Cheeseburger without rice"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/370321009/item.html Chem Lab #3
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/370966088/item.html Chem Lab #4
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/371403349/item.html The beginning of my trichophilia
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/374163514/item.html Toogle and Woogle
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/374784772/item.html Crazy Hair Day
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/374809956/item.html Cleaning solution
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/376052048/item.html Failures
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/376464008/item.html Contrast
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/376578676/item.html "Instant blog post generator"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/380847235/item.html "Go suck your face!"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/381105285/item.html "It's hard to be yourself..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/383769469/item.html "The hole -always- dresses the form."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/388936961/item.html Self-Centered
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/397862459/item.html That's Fremont for ya
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/397917679/item.html RUINED MY LIFE
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/402357944/item.html Practicing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/406922213/item.html Yes!!!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/407534414/item.html Robitissun Drum Major!?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/412535636/item.html News flash
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/413189696/item.html 2005 - a recap
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/431464523/item.html The Sleep War (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/433713002/item.html Joseph Kelly and the Grand Unified Theory of All Techno
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/436971640/item.html itch
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/442807247/item.html sightreading
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/453757638/item.html be meticulous now...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/455495439/item.html bad timing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/458709002/item.html some philosophy
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/460119406/item.html Celebrity Jeopardy
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/462425171/item.html TODO: for Sophia
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/471610020/item.html Practicing (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/474484545/item.html "I hate you guys..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/474713074/item.html Happy birthday to me
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/476862984/item.html Very cranky
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/478793869/item.html We could do it...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/486914164/item.html What does Kristina know?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/488399228/item.html Super-secret Third Way
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/488702467/item.html High G
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/491934108/item.html 173
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/494480124/item.html Band Shows
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/496667672/item.html ikkitikkilikki
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/499019522/item.html Even in my -dreams-!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/499899447/item.html 173rd day of the year
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/502149572/item.html Belinda's Entries and The Wrath of Love Sauce
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/504288158/item.html Jack of All Trades
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/504790297/item.html Yay Drawing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/510213520/item.html Shortest Comment Ever
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/510843996/item.html Comparing Rubik's Cubes (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/510924292/item.html Comparing Rubik's Cubes (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/511975841/item.html Practicing (3)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/512218597/item.html Etude in Fb Harmonic Diminished Major (Etude Impossibiliatoriagiarratoment)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/512343673/item.html Post-It Challenge (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/513773590/item.html Post-It Challenge (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/514408303/item.html If coffee makes me tired...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/514858194/item.html crap.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/515230814/item.html Being Cool.  And Bugler's Holiday WTF.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/518657639/item.html Song Lyrics
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/518975221/item.html No sleep because of band
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/519322657/item.html Kathleen's hair
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/525489053/item.html Definition
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/526846123/item.html Band being less personal, learning, and emotions
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/527092974/item.html Rule of thumb
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/528276926/item.html Superb logic
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/528319087/item.html "It was such a good idea!!!"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/533436660/item.html "Now Mr. Kelly's down TWO soloists!!!"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/533478469/item.html Parade DM Curse
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/537832748/item.html Pretending to Be a Bot
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/538146330/item.html I am the Man...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/538638990/item.html NOOO!!!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/539280904/item.html Shedding
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/540654159/item.html Fog
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/541349965/item.html Petered Out
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/542796193/item.html "Oh, Timm[ie]..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/548306998/item.html Last Night Rehearsal Ever
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/549202281/item.html Championships Highlights
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/550938262/item.html Happiness/Unhappiness
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/555046770/item.html Friends
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/555058792/item.html Good/Bad
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/556122828/item.html Admitted!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/557382606/item.html X-Mas Cards 2006
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/558703163/item.html Santa's Present
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/560134545/item.html Start of Glowsticking
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/560556755/item.html Misanthrope
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/560849202/item.html The Good, the Bad, and the Horrible
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/561072358/item.html Last Words
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/561279852/item.html "Suck dirt"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/562559154/item.html Being Complex/Emulating Personalities
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/563310792/item.html DM Interview Questions
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/563496493/item.html "Thank the Lord..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/564561644/item.html Attitude Problem
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/565004651/item.html Stanford Application Essay
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/565013057/item.html Kenneth is Special
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/565467592/item.html Close Friends
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/565469694/item.html Ikkitikkilikki
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/565695817/item.html Trichophilia
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/567323768/item.html The B
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/567331174/item.html Letters
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/568325801/item.html Driving Forces in My Life
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/568693022/item.html Letter Delivery
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/569637936/item.html Crazy Texans...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/569707636/item.html Thank You Stephanie
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/569885523/item.html Whoops.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/569957990/item.html A New Interpretation of "Suck dirt"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/570494047/item.html Junior Year Timm[ie] is Back!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/570750184/item.html Pretty Hair Girl
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/571023944/item.html Being Different
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/574225150/item.html WP, and Competitions
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/575085990/item.html Rolling In
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/576081519/item.html Intelligence vs. Adaptation, Impulsiveness vs. Long-term Planning, Affection
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/576433159/item.html Winter
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/576434946/item.html "One Girl in All the World"/"All the World in One Girl"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/578318130/item.html Pretty Hair Girl (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/578562093/item.html Stream of Consciousness
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/579249478/item.html Paying Respects
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/580185616/item.html The Question
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/580873869/item.html I Hate Competitions
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/581032629/item.html Stanford Long Essay
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/581803873/item.html Feynman Quote
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/582016429/item.html bleh
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/582587246/item.html Davis
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/582892573/item.html Teachers, Stupidity, and Life Sucking
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/583529861/item.html Senior Portraits
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/585604604/item.html Admit Weekend
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/587030841/item.html A Dream
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/587599383/item.html Oops.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/587601183/item.html My Music Folder
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/587913135/item.html She Knows
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/588116644/item.html Inspired
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/588530494/item.html Pizzown'd
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/590825590/item.html AP Bio Test
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/591753179/item.html DJing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/591912827/item.html Fake/Being on Top of the World
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/591947679/item.html MOAR LINGS
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/592575044/item.html You Know You've Had a Good Practice Session When...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/592814807/item.html Limbo
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/593246024/item.html Econ Ductmation
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/595574037/item.html Date
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/596680301/item.html What Would Parisha Do?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/596900687/item.html End of an Era
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/597397203/item.html Being Timm[ie]
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/597417326/item.html Sunrise
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/597601789/item.html Loved
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/597965633/item.html Ouch.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/598676986/item.html Immature
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/599369194/item.html June 22nd
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/599582124/item.html Adults
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/599640375/item.html Thank You
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/599780087/item.html Nice Guy
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/600206449/item.html My Mom Doesn't Sleep
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/600497447/item.html 40k in Tetris Attack
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/601144141/item.html Forgotten Appointments
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/601358199/item.html Time, Friends, and the World
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/601717771/item.html "wow, that's a lot of sex"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/601981039/item.html Thank you Resa.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/602357879/item.html pwn't
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/603030114/item.html Ordering the List
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/603233319/item.html My Mom
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/603234038/item.html Such Talented Artists
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/603656855/item.html This Happens Every Time
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/604425635/item.html AIM phail
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/604652521/item.html Letters, and Erasing Yourself
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/605643542/item.html Doubleshot (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/605653317/item.html Doubleshot (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/605044694/item.html Effects Processing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/606406910/item.html Foothill/De Anza Classes
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/606632751/item.html "im going to shoot them"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/606821450/item.html Friends
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/607370888/item.html Elizabeth's quote
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/607603257/item.html "Back to the band room..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/607966097/item.html Haven't Beaten this Since
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/608135041/item.html "Life is a rush"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/609196519/item.html Hypocrisy
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/610589305/item.html To Do?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/610628290/item.html Not Gonna Miss This
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/610903415/item.html Naturally Nocturnal
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/611663877/item.html "The Wondering Box"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/612634865/item.html Writing About Yourself
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/612963116/item.html The Sleep War (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/612983767/item.html Vista Tip (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/613358766/item.html Sleep Paralysis
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/616042681/item.html Harry Potter
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/617717264/item.html Another Moment
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/619754459/item.html "Writing Timm[ie]", Yahtzee Time
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/619930800/item.html Textual Vent (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/620940367/item.html Where's the Passion?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/621129744/item.html Asian (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/622675474/item.html Change
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/623702627/item.html Pet Peeve
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/623753621/item.html Kennethhh
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/625181923/item.html Negative Time Solve
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/625667206/item.html Letting Yourself Be Hurt
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/625835853/item.html Textual Vent (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/626633368/item.html Textual Vent (3)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/626912320/item.html Effects vs. Causes
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/626967295/item.html What If...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/627435945/item.html Damn, I'm Good...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/628208399/item.html Vista Tip (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/629121298/item.html Chris Chang
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/631462282/item.html The Uses of JNetCube...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/632127487/item.html Men (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/633689020/item.html The Sleep War (3)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/633924173/item.html Tension
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/634002628/item.html Lesson Learned
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/635348880/item.html (Audio) Compressors are Silly
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/636753079/item.html Someday
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/637580168/item.html Animorph
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/637762740/item.html Be Careful What You Wish For...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/637898680/item.html Thank You Joanna's pf
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/638960140/item.html Making Stuff
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/639075291/item.html Sadness
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/639718915/item.html iTunes (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/639990595/item.html iTunes (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/640160191/item.html (He's wrong, and this proves it)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/640326871/item.html Finally I Remember--This Was Mr. Nguyen from Chem Honors
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/640518478/item.html No Right Answer
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/640642907/item.html Rain (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/640963524/item.html Relationships
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/641423807/item.html Rain (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/641646160/item.html Acronym
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/641809096/item.html "Gung Hay Fat Choy", Connections
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642310386/item.html IWBTG (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642448289/item.html Talking
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642495282/item.html Cleared TTFAF
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642738179/item.html Think You Can Do Better?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642918040/item.html IWBTG (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/642927348/item.html Timm[ie] Vista
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/643608653/item.html Cherry Blossom
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/643915137/item.html Me
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644025747/item.html Arguing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644028072/item.html iTunes (3)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644203460/item.html iTunes (4)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644213552/item.html iTunes (5)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644557163/item.html Raining Cats and Dogs
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/644993057/item.html Stupid People
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/645658616/item.html Friend Request
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/645659510/item.html "Simply the Best"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/645662266/item.html Speaking Your Mind
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/645847446/item.html Ctrl+S
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/645972341/item.html DFTT
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646247955/item.html Compliments
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646288181/item.html Horse + Water
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646443635/item.html Asian (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646585131/item.html MUSAK
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646937039/item.html "Brawlnighter"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646956177/item.html TIRES DON EXITS
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/646957703/item.html Pro Tip
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/647311014/item.html Why Do People Care So Much?
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/647490077/item.html Fushi =(
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/647581302/item.html The Little Things
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/648094914/item.html Falcon PAWWWNNNCH
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/648274407/item.html "Melancholy"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/648295296/item.html Sanrio Tagline
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/649563313/item.html Primal Instinct
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/650123353/item.html Fighting Games and Adaptation
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/650607236/item.html It's Not Nice (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/650743041/item.html It's Not Nice (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/650950452/item.html Fictional Universes
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/651094972/item.html Talents
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/651574141/item.html "Everybody wants to be a master"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/651702676/item.html Cell Phones
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/653036768/item.html Star Control II (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/653038125/item.html Star Control II (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/653074994/item.html Sequence Break
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/653386703/item.html Treat Your DM Right
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/653604539/item.html Super Metroid TAS RBO
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/654162773/item.html DMs
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/654374782/item.html Styles
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/654522214/item.html "I'm not putting my lips on that."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/654555694/item.html Surreal
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/654559655/item.html Metroid Games
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/655309493/item.html THWAP THWAP THWAP
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/656514067/item.html Super Star
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/656989320/item.html Summer Nights
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/657604592/item.html Ur-Quan
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/658806167/item.html I get that a lot.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/659141849/item.html Vista Tip (3)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/659714495/item.html TGM (1)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/660042071/item.html Love
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/660093856/item.html Salmon Bot
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/661644417/item.html Educational
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/662683062/item.html Alias
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663079462/item.html Murphy's Law of Tetris
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663467311/item.html Hi Kenneth
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663479166/item.html You know you've been playing too much TGM when...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663617341/item.html Screen Name
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663754139/item.html Groupwork and Teachers
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/663781494/item.html 1% Rule
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/664068848/item.html And then it dawned on me.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/665110980/item.html Belinda Hu is cool
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/665664061/item.html Kickass
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666106952/item.html You'd Think...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666417063/item.html (Lie)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666814135/item.html Three Ways
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666917177/item.html I Love Timm[ie] Vista
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666920782/item.html Critique/Recc Letters
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/666950156/item.html Being DM
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/667929349/item.html Music Process/Noobs
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/668029454/item.html 1,771 posts
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/668052275/item.html Jake
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/668172148/item.html Gaming
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/668329692/item.html Awesome Face
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669259825/item.html also urmom
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669244679/item.html Game Criteria
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669419374/item.html Guiness Sucks
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669421876/item.html Mega Man 9
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669801070/item.html 1425 days
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669815968/item.html Olympics
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669930186/item.html Studies show...
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669933356/item.html Adventure Shell
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670052377/item.html WUT UP HOMIES
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670227520/item.html Band
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670337462/item.html Band Camp is poisonous
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670518784/item.html Catering to others
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670636733/item.html "Just think..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/670637364/item.html Alakaiser Rule
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671141976/item.html Good Grief.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671245997/item.html Billy Anderson #5: The One that Comes After Number Four
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671321339/item.html Braid, "Casual" and "Mainstream" Games, Guitar Hero, and Smart People
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671793774/item.html "!?"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671795318/item.html Name
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671912942/item.html Every Girl
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/671964540/item.html TGM Update
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/672435435/item.html Epic Letter
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/672904847/item.html SoCo
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/673035002/item.html Doing Things vs. Not Doing Things, Advice, and More DM Stuff
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/673413288/item.html The Salmonbot actually has a point here
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/673540684/item.html Trance
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/673796381/item.html Exploratorium
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/674441032/item.html "I Just Wasn't Made For These Times"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/674562222/item.html Inside Tetris Jokes
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/674583893/item.html Flute Spin
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/674707666/item.html Another DM Rant
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/674838686/item.html Speaking
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/675225141/item.html "Secret Cue", Sleepless in Bio AP
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/675776204/item.html Rationing Your Time
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/676535930/item.html Flies
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/677109151/item.html Lovefest
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/677471085/item.html "No its Timmy Wong"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/677486456/item.html CS vs EE
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/677956203/item.html Memories
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/677991856/item.html DM Instinct
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/678015759/item.html Boys are stupid
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/678251811/item.html Speedtypist
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/678982336/item.html Textual Vent (4)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679021840/item.html Perspectives on "Casual" Games vs. Serious Games
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679025541/item.html Useless
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679264197/item.html "fuck this shit."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679390660/item.html 7 Linked SNs
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679789106/item.html Sleep Tip
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679990242/item.html Weird Dreams
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/679999918/item.html Cinnamoroll<3~
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680034519/item.html College - My Verdict Thus Far
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680127546/item.html Worst Class Ever
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680276074/item.html Tyson Mao for Prez
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680372611/item.html lulz
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680374092/item.html "Chris Betts friggin pwns."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680417397/item.html "All signs point to CS."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680563030/item.html It's Okay.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680665223/item.html Negative Time Solve 2008
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/680928745/item.html Mouse > Keyboard
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681041807/item.html A Depressing Thought
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681064230/item.html LINGS
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681451493/item.html Computer cleanup Urges
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681538332/item.html Don't Practice!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681707083/item.html "Do it for Phil, guys..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/681958222/item.html FTS
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/682155543/item.html Flies (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/682442062/item.html Disappointing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/682565277/item.html Campaign Ads
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/683038606/item.html It's over.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/684342906/item.html Christmas Letters 2008
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/684581604/item.html Lower Your Standards
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/685039715/item.html Too cute!
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/669312041/item.html Anime Log
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/686511802/item.html Presents
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/686862999/item.html ASCII Art Pwn
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/686901496/item.html Kanon 2006
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/686902103/item.html Kanon 2006 (2)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687030485/christmas-day.html Christmas 2008
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687268757/item.html Notable Entries So Far
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687331076/item.html Stanford Synopsis
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687487597/item.html Sprite Comics
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687560615/texmaster-sudden-377-commentary.html Texmaster Sudden 377 Commentary
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/687829635/item.html 2008 in Review
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/688246697/item.html "It's like the opposite of 4chan"
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/688346249/trauma-center-xss-complete.html Trauma Center Complete
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/688471041/item.html NES
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/688683367/item.html Activities and Commitment
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689123625/item.html CS and Writing
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689129082/item.html Game Design Advice
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689221173/item.html Static Electricity Tip
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689223972/keep-it-simple-stupid.html Keep It Simple Stupid
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689644750/item/ Death 391
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/689766964/walls-childhood-notes-etc/ Walls, Childhood Notes, Etc.
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/691742723/textual-vent-5/ Textual Vent (5)
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/691933777/25-things-is-nothing/ 25 gajillion facts about me
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/694310068/meme-from-erica/ Meme from Erica
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/695855735/shout-outs/ Shout-outs
http://weblog.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/695906660/facebook-shenanigans/ Facebook Shenanigans
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/695946595/scarred/ Scarred
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/696048814/hell-yeah/ "My name is Timm[ie]..."
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/696255855/gifts-and-letters/ Gifts and Letters
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/696256527/discretion/ Discretion
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/696266689/i-hate-you/ I Hate You
http://www.xanga.com/DDRKirbyISQ/700061355/i-still-care/ Note to Self
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/701603310/acuity-improvising-on-ddrkirbyisq/ Newton improvising on my songs
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/703794227/more-about-kids/ More about kids
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/703825688/selected-quotes-from-my-mother/ Selected quotes from my mother
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/704769901/narcissu/ Narcissu
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/705899152/i-win/ Start of Colemak learning
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706191867/friends/ Friends
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706192339/rsi-the-final-word--trackballs-vs-mice/ RSI, the final word / Trackballs vs Mice
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706331520/diversity/ Diversity (in music)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706332275/selected-songs-for-your-perusal/ Selected Songs for Perusal
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706332992/best-anime-opeds/ Best Anime OP/EDs
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706333140/yahoo-answers-fail/ Yahoo Answers Fail
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706429264/rut/ Rut
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706432158/anime-and-stuff/ Anime and Stuff
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/706943882/shyness/ Shyness
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/707353039/shyness-2/ Shyness (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/707354084/quotes/ Quotes
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/707746560// Stressed
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/707753254/old-timmie/ Old Timm[ie]
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/707838536/letter-statisticscalculations/ Letter Statistics/Calculations
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/708088422/spring-quarter-in-review-also-a-plug-for-the-ff4-album/ Spring Quarter in Review (also a plug for the FF4 album)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/708483570/item/ Programming
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/708878860/vg-music/ VG Music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709039354/shugo-chara/ Shugo Chara
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709145341/why-do-i-play-video-games/ Kickassery
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709212325/caffeine-adventures/ Caffeine Adventures
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709456204/quote/ uber-pro
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709516760/colemak-performance/ Colemak Performance chart
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/709972114/qwerty-effects/ qwerty effects
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710110186/the-verdict-is-out/ Clarinet vs. Flute
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710214511/lol/ Kickassery
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710358093/item/ Programming Worlds
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710372771/biting-off-as-much-as-you-should-chew/ Game Design
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710613491/colemak-success/ Colemak Success!
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710778729/resolutions-for-fall-quarter/ Resolutions for Fall Quarter
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710913880/new-song/ New Song
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/710973607/food-for-thought/ Food For Thought (SNES games)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711007119/new-song-2/ New Song (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711254627/final-fantasy-storylines/ FF Storylines
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711298237/mortal-enemy/ Mortal Enemy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711317366/rant-rant-rant-online-socializing/ Rant rant rant (online socializing) (see the comments on the original post too)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711318239/item/ Writing things off
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/711381778/another-colemak-update/ Another Colemak Update
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/712154874/item/ More on Animorphs
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/712409117/life-goals/ Life Goals
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/712890297/commitment/ Commitment
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/713431061/storytelling/ Storytelling in Video Games
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714122023/lectures/ Lectures
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714307987/d2-mod-craziness/ D2 Mod Craziness
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714349181/endings/ Endings
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714360776/a-little-snow-fairy-sugar---impressions/ A Little Snow Fairy Sugar--Impressions
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714457629/daily-article/ Stanford Daily Article
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/714906540/grade-freak/ Grade Freak
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/715750582/life-is-cool-n-stuff-n-stuff/ School is silly
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/715751110/bauuuuble/ Stanford Bubble
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/715889671/false-promises/ False Promises
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/716286722/rhythm/ Rhythm
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/716530297/people-suck/ People Suck
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/716661289/moar-hate/ Moar Hate
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/716661768/the-golden-rule/ The Golden Rule
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/716954184/windows-7--ef-a-tale-of-memories--being-unloved--responding-to-online-things/ Windows 7 / ef: a tale of memories / being unloved / responding to online things
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/717716533/item/ Feeling left out, Christmas fears, and OS-Tans
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/718376757/promises--this-quarter-in-review/ Promises / This Quarter in Review
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/718461633/estimation/ Estimation
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/718867363/item/ Japanese Catchphrases, Christmas success
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/718901161/keyblox-v100-released/ KeyBlox v1.00 Released!
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719009205/item/ Stood Up
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719036280/item/ Keeping thoughts private / Nervousness / Thought Stack
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719091075/im-a-stalker-goldmine/ stalker goldmine
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719094409/item/ "I believe in abstraction"
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719132406/conducting/ Conducting
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719191833/miyakos-phone-scene-from-ef-ep-7/ Miyako's Phone Scene
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719199491/why-fall-quarter-was-awesome/ Why Fall quarter was awesome / assorted quotes
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719230069/cyan/ Cyan
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719230882/item/ Responsiveness
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719396330/winter-break-in-review/ Winter Break in Review
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719498479/xanga--fb/ Xanga > FB
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719502531/in-defense-of-video-games/ In Defense of Video Games
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719819838/item/ Doubts about wanting to be a girl
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719824896/item/ Type A + Type B combination
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719939326/good-day/ This is how my day went
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/719992802/item/ Physics question
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720301582/names/ Names
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720316271/300-letters/ 300 Letters
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720461491/timmie-is-back/ Timm[ie] is back.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720646413/item/ Taurus/Aries
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720647098/item/ Love and Soulmates
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/720827862/item/ People being important
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/721657047/break-free/ Break Free (overprotective parenting)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/721657369/item/ Graceful Rejection
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722047528/lotsa-stuff/ Losta Stuff
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722134849/lent/ Lent
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722135991/item/ Parents knowing better
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722192964/silly-string-players/ String instruments are weird
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722536764/item/ Guy vs. Girl romance roles
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722746564/heavy-rain--resemblances-to-my-mother--timelining/ Heavy Rain / Resemblances to my Mother / Timelining
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/722987976/new-friends/ New Friends
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723051268/introversion--room-decorations--cuddling/ Introversion / Room Decorations / Cuddling
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723138690/1-rule-revisited/ 1% rule, revisited
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723673302/word-association-game-about-my-life/ Lateral - Word Association Game that Maps my Life in Graph Form
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723688907/item/ A bit of a mind dump, also about feeling vulnerable
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723704876/dreams/ Slightly Disturbing Dreams, Nightmares
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723812313/quotes-as-of-31910/ Quotes as of 3/19/10
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/723991883/winter-quarter-in-review/ Winter Quarter in Review
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724079742/meaningful-dreams/ Meaningful Dreams
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724107877/i-wanna-be-the-fangame/ I WANNA BE THE FANGAME
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724292714/norcal-tetris-meet-2/ Norcal Tetris Meet 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724296598/new-background---the-place-i-belong/ New Background - The Place I Belong
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724339529/ideal/ Girly Ideal in Anime Girls
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724506898/controversyyyyyyy/ RapeLay Controversy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724737276/item/ Ideal Romantic Partner
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/724856726/enneagram-type-analysis--personal-growth-suggestions/ Enneagram Type Analysis / Personal Growth Suggestions
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/725036677/your-face--blogging--social-dance/ Your Face / Blogging / Social Dance
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/725039757/how-do-you-do-so-much-stuff/ "How do you do so much stuff?"
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/725327447/iwbtfg-finished/ IWBTFG finished.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/725694066/item/ Happy birthday to me. (FB deactivated)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/725871566/item/ Chiptunes
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/726156243/textual-vent-6/ Textual Vent (6)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/726335914/rcc-application/ RCC Application
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/726726940/kimball-staff-roll-outs-ohc083/ Kimball Staff Rollouts, OHC083
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/727166867/mac-os-x-first-impressions/ Mac OS X First Impressions
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/727219000/item/ Ushio
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/727273870/busy/ Busy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/727319921/item/ Passive / Judging People / False Compliments
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/727950334/fanime-part-1/ Fanime, Part 1
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728084442/fanime-part-2/ Fanime, Part 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728213176/item/ Playing By Ear article
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728274733/atashi-to-yuki-san-ga-onaji-desu/ "Atashi to Yuki-san ga onaji desu..." - My response to The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya Film
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728283917/favorite-anime--characters-at-this-moment/ Favorite Anime / Characters at this moment
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728370513/wandering-son-%e6%94%be%e6%b5%aa%e6%81%af%e5%ad%90-h%c5%8dr%c5%8d-musuko/ - Wandering Son / Horo Musuko
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728597727/aaaahhhhhh/ MacBook stuff, girl-side traits emerging after puberty, Trauma Team
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728656671/item/ Issues (vague)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728658828/item/ Search for love, more on issues
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728699247/item/ Clannad After Story, emotional anime
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728826389/ohc089/ OHC089
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728828129/spring-quarter-in-review-2010/ Spring Quarter in Review (2010)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728833375/makoto-sawatari/ Makoto Sawatari
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/728879570/item/ Multithreaded Life/Sitting Down, Trauma Team
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729144465/good-code/ "good code"
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729285568/a-few-random-things-thoughts-on-trauma-team/ A Few Random Things / Thoughts on Trauma Team
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729328866/item/ Family
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729421088/ohc090/ OHC090
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729426055/phases/
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729556143/ohc091/ OHC091
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729602200/item/ Running away from home
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729617079/item/ Jaded
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729763508/mind-dump/ Mind Dump - Fear of the person I love
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729854779/item/ 2123 days
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/729903689/ohc092-ignition/ OHC092, Ignition
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730223730/ohc093/ OHC093
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730289889/on-instrumentation-in-music/ On Instrumentation in Music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730448334/a-note-to-you/ A Note to You
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730472504/flow-state/ Flow State
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730579137/ohc094/ OHC094
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730744636/dishonesty/ Dishonesty
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730800804/growing-up/ Growing Up
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730896218/ohc095/ OHC095
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730944976/item/ Shuichi Nitori
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730993120/controllers-confidence-and-more-about-flow/ Controllers, Confidence, and more about "Flow"
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/730993507/item/ Xanga posts so far
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731160725/my-love-is-a-stapler/ My Love is a Stapler
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731180856/item/ Why do I want to Be Girl?
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731541991/ohc096-ohc097/ OHC096, OHC097
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731806247/ohc098/ OHC098
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731852325/computer-woes/ Computer Woes
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731854936/sadness-is-hard-to-escape/ Sadness is Hard to Escape
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/731971768/stream-of-consciousness-post/ Stream of Consciousness Post
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732018097/i-am-otaku--thoughts-on-ssbm-characters/ I Am Otaku? / Thoughts on SSBM Characters
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732063069/gre-scores-colleges/ GRE Scores, Colleges
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732102931/ohc099/ OHC099
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732141208/oh-how-the-swarm-has-fallen/ Oh, how the Swarm has fallen
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732398973/ohc100/ OHC100
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732434356/summer-quarter-in-review/ Summer Quarter in Review (2010)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732436840/fictional-characters-i-admire/ Fictional Characters I Admire
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732562582/what-a-rush/ What a Rush... (Kimball Staff)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732733815/ohc101/ OHC101
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732734158/victimization/ Victimization
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732899918/item/ Pushy People / Helping People / Band Run / New Golden Era
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732932729/item/ CCRMA Sound Concert
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/732976959/ohc102/ OHC102
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733065801/observations-about-myself/ Observations about myself
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733170896/textual-vent/ Textual Vent (7)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733065801/observations-about-myself/ Observations About Myself
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733256743/girl-names--ohc103/ Girl Names / OHC103
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733295134/item/ Pita-Ten / Happiness / Keep It Simple / Menstrual Cycle / Part of That World
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733296389/30-day-meme---1/ 30 Day Meme - 1
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733326555/30-day-meme---2/ 30 Day Meme - 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733394780/30-day-meme---3/ 30 Day Meme - 3
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733431534/30-day-meme---4/ 30 Day Meme - 4
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733436297/shia-made-me-cry/ Shia Made Me Cry...
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733454141/busy/ Busy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733508319/30-day-meme---5/ 30 Day Meme - 5
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733526030/ohc104/ OHC104
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733533141/30-day-meme---6/ 30 Day Meme - 6
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733613656/busy-2-san-jose-spirit-of-japantown-festival/ Busy (2), San Jose Spirit of Japantown Festival
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733673926/30-day-meme---7-8-9/ 30 Day Meme - 7, 8, 9
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733692784/30-day-meme---10/ 30 Day Meme - 10
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733728909/30-day-meme---11/ 30 Day Meme - 11 / Romance Cycle
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733766139/30-day-meme---12/ 30 Day Meme - 12
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733852666/ohc105--30-day-meme---13-14-15-16--cs107--jammix/ OHC105 / 30 Day Meme - 13, 14, 15, 16 / CS107 / Jammix
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733893749/item/ Dream / Guardian Angel / Standards
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/733975238/30-day-meme---17/ 30 Day Meme - 17
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734015122/30-day-meme---18/ 30 Day Meme - 18
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734019108/item/ What animal best defines your personality?
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734058238/30-day-meme---19/ 30 Day Meme - 19
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734063590/30-day-meme---20/ 30 Day Meme - 20
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734148558/db-db-ab-eb/ Db-Db-Ab-Eb
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734192995/rolling-girl/ Rolling Girl
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734216012/30-day-meme---21-22-23/ 30 Day Meme - 21, 22, 23
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734320073/smarter-decisions--benefit-of-the-doubt--anime-destiny/ Smarter Decisions / Benefit of the Doubt / Anime Destiny
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734353974/30-day-meme---24-25/ 30 Day Meme - 24, 25
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734361305/ohc106/ OHC106
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734408082/ohc107/ OHC107
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734414100/30-day-meme---26-27/ 30 Day Meme - 26, 27
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734464731/yume-nikki--di-gi-charat--koge-donbo-harry-potter--cosplay-meetup-tomorrow/ Yume Nikki / Di Gi Charat / Koge Donbo Harry Potter / Cosplay Meetup Tomorrow
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734545769/christmas-letters-2010/ Chrstmas Letters 2010 (planning)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734590504/being-timmie-is-a-privilege-not-a-duty/ "Being Timm[ie] is a Privilege, not a Duty."
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734618559/musical-emotion/ Musical Emotion
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/734731421/ohc108/ OHC108
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/735111623/item/ Draw With Me
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/735111956/30-day-meme---28-29-30/ 30 Day Meme - 28, 29, 30
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/735112245/ohc109/ OHC109
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/735848240/ohc110-ohc111/ OHC110, OHC111
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/735996812/item/ Thanksgiving Break, Norcal Cosplay Meetup November 2010
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/736671488/ohc112/ OHC112
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/737043271/finals-week/ Finals Week
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/737043896/luck/ Luck
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/737193289/ohc113/ OHC113
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/737918069/item/ Recettear
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/737924611/ohc115/ OHC115
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738044169/item/ SSBM Level-Up
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738080095/more-on-ssbm/ More on SSBM
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738104583/revenge-of-the-titans/ Revenge of the Titans
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738295189/fall-quarter-in-review-2010/ Fall Quarter in Review (2010)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738329980/canvas-2-kirbys-epic-yarn-2/ Canvas 2, Kirby's Epic Yarn (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738702476/boy-side-talkativeness-social-dance-1-take-2/ Boy Side Talkativeness, Social Dance 1 Take 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/738791651/ohc117/ OHC117
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/739324136/tetris-vs-speedcubing--talking-about-games/ Tetris vs. Speedcubing / Talking about Games
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/739458349/reading-literary-painting-a-picture-vs-lightvisual-novels/ Reading, Literary Painting a Picture vs. Light/Visual Novels
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/739524125/ohc119/ OHC119
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/739524377/jhcompo---magfest-edition/ JHCompo - MAGFest Edition
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/739983714/popularity/ Popularity
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740222313/ohc120-thesimulcollab/ OHC120, thesimulcollab
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740279150/popularity-2-bloggingims/ Popularity (2), Blogging/IMs
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740459816/japanese-homework/ Japanese Homework
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740551379/jammix/ Jammix
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740592985/ohc121/ OHC121
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/740621533/brawl-sux/ Brawl Sux
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741090531/viennese-ball-2011/ Viennese Ball 2011
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741221920/ohc122/ OHC122
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741568188/ohc123/ OHC123
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741582067/the-enneagram-revisited/ The Enneagram, Revisited
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741733127/animation-on-display---day-1/ Animation on Display (AOD), Day 1
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/741815495/animation-on-display-day-2/ Animation on Display (AOD), Day 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/742060439/pop-music/ Pop Music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/742210288/close-your-mouth-open-your-ears/ Close your mouth, open your ears
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743059401/item/ Irrational Fears
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743103781/japanese-conversation-final/ Japanese Conversation Final
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743136177/primal-scream/ Primal Scream
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743406485/digital-vs-analog-controls/ Digital Vs. Analog Controls
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743423755/ohc124-ohc125-ohc126/ OHC124, OHC125, OHC126
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743792616/item/ Tsundere Side/Supporting Characters
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743796172/magic/ Magic
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/743904754/ohc127/ OHC127
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/744256043/ohc128/ OHC128
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/744383190/winter-quarter-in-review-2010-2011/ Winter Quarter in Review (2010-2011)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/744387264/item/ Less Time
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/744786358/cleaning/ Cleaning
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/744848899/item/ Final Fantasy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745156328/item/ Mainstream music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745194620/item/ Natural Defense Mechanism
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745350889/item/ Changing Social Circle
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745353193/ohc129-ohc130/ OHC129, OHC130
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745445514/nanatsuiro-drops/ Nanatsuiro Drops
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745671402/item/ Video Game Music Quote
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745746855/longing/ Longing
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745774204/item/ But...the Future Refused to Change.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/745996520/item/ Confidence in Leading
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746017035/kimball-new-staff-rollouts/ Kimball New Staff Rollouts
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746239391/item/ Dependency, Letting Go, Tension
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746271228/discography-unjammix/ Discography, Unjammix
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746339766/ohc131-ohc132/ OHC131, OHC132
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746408489/strangers-again/ Strangers, Again
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746448829/this-world/ This World
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746482479/item/ Angel
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746543893/hourou-musuko-anime/ Hourou Musuko Anime
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746674707/glowsticking-performance/ Glowsticking Performance
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746678628/forever/ Forever
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746680405/ohc133/ OHC133
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746708427/to-the-follows/ To the Follows
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746794506/loved/ Loved
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/746997564/love-language-revisited/ Love Language (revisited)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747065642/item/ Senior Formal, Dancing, You Belong With Me
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747265633/big-dance-2011/ Big Dance (2011)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747267092/ohc134/ OHC134
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747268492/item/ I'm a Bad Staff Member
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747626043/ohc135/ OHC135
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/747697370/coward/ Coward
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748232459/item/ People who seem like they might be cool
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748375947/arms-length/ Arm's Length
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748378707/try-harder/ Try Harder
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748527524/japanese-homework-again/ Japanese Homework again
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748602700/ohc136/ OHC136
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/748975784/fanime-2011/ Fanime 2011
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749098199/social-media-is-ruining-everything/ Social Media Is Ruining Everything
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749099725/on-crying--feeling-like-a-piece-of-crap/ On Crying / Feeling Like A Piece Of Crap
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749232484/item/ Brainstorming Meaningful Online Interactions
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749265402/item/ Single-Player Social Dance
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749336555/ohc137-ohc138/ OHC137, OHC138
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749438239/early-christmas--stepping-back--ready/ Early Christmas / Stepping Back / Ready
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749761242/growing-up/ Growing Up
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749763280/one-more-thing/ One More Thing (Imbalance in Relationships)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/749840448/new-beginnings/ New Beginnings
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/750413812/spring-quarter-in-review-2011/ Spring Quarter in Review (2011)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/750543377/not-going-to-take-that-anymore/ Not going to take that anymore
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/750912071/tower-of-heaven/ Tower of Heaven
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751048095/ohc141/ OHC141
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751061466/item/ Pop Music Lyrics, Rhythm in Dancing, Social Dance Social Circles
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751498176/ohc142/ OHC142
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751605113/item/ Dedication / Different
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751853719/ignored/ Ignored
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751855620/item/ Spambots are Better Friends
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751856705/item/ 1% Rule, Yet Again
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/751947028/item/ The Fun of Sequence Dances
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752290657/item/ Emotes / Growing / Dance / Introspection / Too Loud / Another Angel
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752293109/item/ Souleye Quote
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752359758/ohc143/ OHC143
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752423434/google-a-chance-to-reflect/ Google+: A Chance to Reflect
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752701858/item/ Procrastination
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/752765406/ohc144/ OHC144
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753038179/item/ Empathy / Connecting / Judgment and Social Pressures / Written words vs. Vocal words
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753426747/item/ Google+'s Circles
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753428313/ohc145/ OHC145
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753633085/ohc146/ OHC146
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753769819/timelinetxt/ timeline.txt
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753770028/ohc147/ OHC147
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/753801639/so-you-want-to-be-a-grand-master/ So you want to be a grand master?
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754013206/ohc148/ OHC148
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754018862/concentration/ Concentration
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754062022/item/ Social Media: What Am I Doing!?
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754274602/ohc149/ OHC149
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754334380/letter-writing/ Letter Writing
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754446191/fb-usage/ FB Usage
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754517467/ohc150/ OHC150
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754666998/decomposition/ Decomposition
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754794544/indie-game-highlights/ Indie Game Highlights - Value, Narrow, The Unicated
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754811677/ohc151/ OHC151
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754895151/ohc152/ OHC152
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/754918921/communicating-speaking-math-and-what-kind-of-cs-person-i-am/ Communicating, Speaking, Math, and what kind of CS person I am
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755108969/ohc153/ OHC153
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755256228/christmas-letters-2011-advisory/ Christmas Letters 2011 Advisory
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755265895/item/ Dream Cry
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755326073/ohc154/ OHC154
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755404218/item/ Dumb and Smart
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755581691/ohc155/ OHC155
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755748217/ohc156/ OHC156
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755750085/item/ Writing
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755781780/the-stanley-parable/ The Stanley Parable
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755850994/pushback-pressure/ Pushback Pressure
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755851118/connection/ Connection
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755860403/ohc157/ OHC157
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/755892454/item/ Abyss / Personalities
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756007249/ohc158/ OHC158
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756185808/ohc159/ OHC159
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756397756/ohc160/ OHC160
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756651708/item/ Posting Less, Isolation, etc.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756680101/ohc161/ OHC161
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756827791/trance/ Trance
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756828108/expression/ Expression
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/756852011/ohc162/ OHC162
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757060640/ohc163/ OHC163
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757276771/ohc164/ OHC164
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757291684/from-scratch/ "From scratch"
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757524011/ohc165/ OHC165
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757587144/self-fullfillment/ Self-fullfillment in Games / parallel with society
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757763599/ohc166/ OHC166
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757796460/personality-types/ Personality Types
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757819305/ohc167/ OHC167
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757840179/me-time/ Me Time
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757840717/gamers/ Gamers
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757951172/fall-quarter-in-review-2011/ Fall Quarter in Review (2011)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/757997522/sorting-hat-stuff/ Sorting Hat stuff
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758120562/ohc168/ OHC168
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758120830/ohc169/ OHC169
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758121100/item/ Biggest Fan
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758264374/prices/ Prices
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758291559/ohc170/ OHC170
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758331006/disney/ Disney
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758546290/item/ Wholeness
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758548194/item/ Sight or Hearing
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758604372/ohc171/ OHC171
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758636873/item/ I've got it down.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758694271/that-damned-stigma-about-talking-about-games/ That damned stigma about talking about games
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758747386/ohc172/ OHC172
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758824323/relationships/ Relationships
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758824576/ohc173/ OHC173
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/758929710/falling/ Falling
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759093989/ohc174/ OHC174
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759258382/makoto-sawatari-2/ Makoto Sawatari (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759296734/ohc175/ OHC175
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759342141/ohc176/ OHC176
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759416163/item/ High Standards, Relationships, Validation, Dance as a Lens, Together
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759495817/ohc177/ OHC177
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759526733/item/ I will do my best to express myself!
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759526805/item/ Asking questions, knee-jerk responses
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759527909/item/ Waltz perspective
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/759947902/mighty-ducks/ Mighty Ducks
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760254053/cs248---best-game/ CS248 - Best Game
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760256697/disney-heroines/ Disney Heroines
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760258667/ohc178/ OHC178
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760258910/ohc179/ OHC179
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760423845/ohc180/ OHC180
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760564925/katawa-shoujo/ Katawa Shoujo
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760801635/winter-quarter-in-review-2012/ Winter Quarter in Review (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/760923227/ohc181/ OHC181
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761187248/item/ A different sort of language
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761406476/ohc182/ OHC182
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761408739/ohc183/ OHC183
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761671076/stood-up-2/ Stood Up (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761708524/item/ Timeline (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761708857/item/ Life without Social Media
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761710023/item/ Girl of my Dreams/What I Want/etc.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/761950176/ohc184/ OHC184
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762003637/sword-and-sworcery/ Sword and Sworcery
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762169017/im-such-an-isfj/ I'm such an ISFJ.
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762220117/ohc185/ OHC185
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762301912/item/ Friendships/relationships, Confident, Nice Guy
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762432913/ohc186/ OHC186
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762703747/big-dance-2012/ Big Dance (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762951656/item/ ISFJ description
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/762984049/item/ Precious 4 people
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/763380098/fanime---day-1/ Fanime - Day 1 (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/763433890/fanime---day-2/ Fanime - Day 2 (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/763455250/iwbtg/ IWBTG (3)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/763457285/item/ Someone Just for Me
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/763478851/fanime---day-3/ Fanime - Day 3 (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/764943800/brave/ Brave
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765041520/japan-day-1---arrival-shinjuku-hotel/ Japan Day 1
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765108143/japan-day-2---tokyo-bus-tour/ Japan Day 2
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765170513/japan-day-3---shinjuku/ Japan Day 3
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765236114/japan-day-4---sanrio-puroland/ Japan Day 4
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765288419/japan-day-5---akihabara/ Japan Day 5
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765345942/japan-day-6---harajukushibuya/ Japan Day 6
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765383539/japan-day-7---ikebukuro/ Japan Day 7
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/765448338/japan-day-8---chuoginza/ Japan Day 8
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/766025983/spring-quarter-in-review-2012/ Spring Quarter in Review (2012)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/766048958/japan-overall/ Japan Overall
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/766831004/social-dance-music/ Social Dance Music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/767455359/going-the-extra-mile/ Going the extra mile
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/767727222/strobo-nights/ Strobo Nights
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/767949359/which-am-i---starcraftwarcraft/ "Which Am I?" - Starcraft/Warcraft
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/767950120/which-am-i---magic-the-gathering/ "Which Am I?" - Magic: The Gathering
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/768564914/why-do-i-write-music/ Why Do I Write Music?
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/768613856/item/ Figuring It Out
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/769811144/item/ Lesser Greater vs. Equal, Relations, Fear
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/770272884/item/ Ms. Lee's quote
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/770847791/2012/ 2012
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/770848145/item/ 2012 (2)
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/771710307/item/ Musicality
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/771873345/item/ Drawing vs. Music
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772098267/dancebit-teaser/ DanceBit Teaser
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772299743/perfection/ Perfection
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772466366/item/ Emotions swirling around
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772768138/item/ Catching Up
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772768344/item/ Characters
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/772894117/my-voice/ My Voice
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/773156568/item/ Music Writing, Passive
http://ddrkirbyisq.xanga.com/773583949/item/ Songs that make you cry

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Feeling so ughhhhhh so much anxiety!


Unsure of myself, but then I listen to my music...so much good music...I have so much awesome stuff that you guys don't even have your hands on yet.  My album with A-zu-ra is really awesome, and you guys haven't even heard any of that yet.  My Strobo Nights mix is REALLY GOOD.  Lullaby of Flame is still really awesome, and new people are finding it because I got featured in Extra Credits.  Sayuri's Reel is still awesome.  And there's so much more that you guys don't even know about, seriously.

It didn't used to matter what I say in my blog, I think...I could just say anything.  But it does now, I feel like.  People are watching, people are reading.  It's funny, because I always used to complain about how posting on my blog is always like shooting stuff into the void, and nothing ever comes back.  But now I feel it, I feel presence watching me, and it makes me stop and think about what to say, what to not say.  It's not "free" anymore, I feel like.

My blog used to have so much complaining and bitterness...well, more bitterness way long ago, and after that more like complaining, complaining about CCRMA and Facebook and people sucking and everything like that.  Now it just feels like...I shouldn't say such things.  People are paying attention...I shouldn't be so negative, because being negative is just...it has too much weight.

Writing letters feels really awkward now, somehow.  Like I don't know what to say.  It's really really weird.  It used to be simple...I would just write whatever is on my mind, whatever has been happening, whatever I'm feeling.  Why is that so difficult now?  It's because...sometimes what is on my mind is things that I can't say.  Or sometimes what I'm feeling is something I might not want to admit?  I don't know.  Just that I have that sensation now, of not being sure what to write about.

It sucks so much, to lose my voice like that.  I wonder if I'll get it back?  Ah, I'm probably overreacting a little bit.  My letters aren't -that- much different, I guess.  I overreact quite a lot, don't I?  But see, before, I would never question myself about that...I could just overreact, and whatever is bothering -me- is just what I would write, because that's what -I'm- feeling.  And who would have a problem with that?  Who...?