I dunno, I'm like feeling better physically now, but emotionally on the downturn again??  This time it's different though, not feeling lonely or anything, just kinda haven't been performing up to my own standards in a lot of different ways.  Granted, I've been sick, so maybe it's not the most fair assessment, but the ALTTPR seed really put the nail in the coffin.  Got more than a fine time, but I was kinda unhappy with how my decisionmaking was going, and last week felt kind of like that as well, like I was inexperienced and floundering about rather than keeping a cool head on and thinking ahead.

Like before, I'm still keeping it together; still cooking, still doing work here and there on Rhythm Quest, even though it doesn't =feel= like I'm doing all that much, progress is still progress.  Maybe tomorrow can be a good day, maybe I'll try to put some dedicated work in to feel good about, though I will probably also be kind of busy with cooking and OHC and all.  Who knows, maybe I'll feel good about OHC.

As always, my approach to these things is just slow and steady.  A return to white tea will probably help with my sense of self.  More letter writing or blogging always helps, too.  I'll grind some z3rsim practice for the ALTTPR stuff.  Check some boxes off for Rhythm Quest.  Try to take care of myself so I can be my beautiful self on Friday.