Like I said in my previous post, I'm getting up to some of those 
things that have been left undone.  I got a good chunk of a Patreon 
request done (long overdue), been trying to do bits and pieces of work 
on Rhythm Quest here and there, vacuumed the carpets, and such.  
Slogging through JaSmix logistics, as well.  The start of the week 
hasn't been going half bad, really. Unfortunately, I also realized
 I've been suffering from anxiety, sigh.  It's been a while, so I had 
forgotten exactly what it feels like (a little different than 
depression).  The curious thing about anxiety is that sometimes giving 
yourself a break helps, but then, also, sometimes just getting things 
done helps, too.  It's an odd sort of mix; I guess depending on how you 
look at it, maybe you can't really go wrong.  Well, probably can't hurt 
to try and get some more DDR play in, so I'll have to try that. Meowmie
 has been sleeping with me again :3  It's always nice having some 
company.  When I went across the desert and left behind all of those 
other things, I think in the end it was really this meowmie that I 
kept.  The prideful lion, haha.  This meowmie certainly is kind of like 
that.  But I love her a lot, and she loves me too.  Getting to know this
 meowmie I think somehow showed me how I best make friends.  I noticed 
it most when I was interacting with another group of meowmies, and I was
 drawn to...the prince of the group, the whiny one who didn't want to be
 held and stayed in the corner a bit.  Something about becoming close to
 someone by sharing comfortable space together.  Ah, the way of the 
introvert. I'm at a really weird place with playing games right 
now, I think.  Caesar 3 is sort of on hold since I managed to beat the 
peaceful missions on very hard.  Melee continues to be a once-in-a-while
 thing to just throw on casually; it's a weird thing because on the one 
hand I enjoy looking for improvement, but on the other hand I don't 
enjoy it that much.  Pokemon Unite has gotten a bit stale, though I 
don't quite mind it.  Honestly the worst thing about it is the lack of 
faith in the direction of the game, I think. Mentoring the ALTTPR 
mentees has been fun, but ALTTPR seeds themselves, I haven't been 
feeling incredibly motivated about.  I ran an SMZ3 seed the other day 
and I honestly don't know if it was as fun as I wanted it to be.  I'm 
not really sure.  So...yeah, I really don't know.  It's not like nothing
 is fun, and it's not like I don't have anything to look forward to.  
Heck, even Pop'n Music is fun to throw on and just jam for a couple 
songs -- and somehow my skills have actually improved, despite lacking 
consistent regular play.  But I guess nothing is really standing out to 
me right now at the moment.
Wednesday, June 28, 2023
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