Like I said in my previous post, I'm getting up to some of those
things that have been left undone. I got a good chunk of a Patreon
request done (long overdue), been trying to do bits and pieces of work
on Rhythm Quest here and there, vacuumed the carpets, and such.
Slogging through JaSmix logistics, as well. The start of the week
hasn't been going half bad, really. Unfortunately, I also realized
I've been suffering from anxiety, sigh. It's been a while, so I had
forgotten exactly what it feels like (a little different than
depression). The curious thing about anxiety is that sometimes giving
yourself a break helps, but then, also, sometimes just getting things
done helps, too. It's an odd sort of mix; I guess depending on how you
look at it, maybe you can't really go wrong. Well, probably can't hurt
to try and get some more DDR play in, so I'll have to try that. Meowmie
has been sleeping with me again :3 It's always nice having some
company. When I went across the desert and left behind all of those
other things, I think in the end it was really this meowmie that I
kept. The prideful lion, haha. This meowmie certainly is kind of like
that. But I love her a lot, and she loves me too. Getting to know this
meowmie I think somehow showed me how I best make friends. I noticed
it most when I was interacting with another group of meowmies, and I was
drawn to...the prince of the group, the whiny one who didn't want to be
held and stayed in the corner a bit. Something about becoming close to
someone by sharing comfortable space together. Ah, the way of the
introvert. I'm at a really weird place with playing games right
now, I think. Caesar 3 is sort of on hold since I managed to beat the
peaceful missions on very hard. Melee continues to be a once-in-a-while
thing to just throw on casually; it's a weird thing because on the one
hand I enjoy looking for improvement, but on the other hand I don't
enjoy it that much. Pokemon Unite has gotten a bit stale, though I
don't quite mind it. Honestly the worst thing about it is the lack of
faith in the direction of the game, I think. Mentoring the ALTTPR
mentees has been fun, but ALTTPR seeds themselves, I haven't been
feeling incredibly motivated about. I ran an SMZ3 seed the other day
and I honestly don't know if it was as fun as I wanted it to be. I'm
not really sure. So...yeah, I really don't know. It's not like nothing
is fun, and it's not like I don't have anything to look forward to.
Heck, even Pop'n Music is fun to throw on and just jam for a couple
songs -- and somehow my skills have actually improved, despite lacking
consistent regular play. But I guess nothing is really standing out to
me right now at the moment.
Wednesday, June 28, 2023
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