DDRKirby(ISQ)'s Blog

I got taken down for the count, but it's just as well, I guess.  If I won't give myself a rest, then I'll just have to be forced...

What is it like, I wonder?  To be "normal", to go down the path that you're supposed to.  Is it just, easier?  Some people I...

Perhaps what is so important about loving yourself is that you are always entitled to your own self-love, no matter how shitty you've be...

Slowly, we'll come back.  There won't be any big sort of write-up because the most I can do is claw my way back, slowly.  The days c...

Oct 14, 2025 We're going private for a while, for various reasons.  I guess in lieu of a real private post feature on Blogger, we're...

I mean I think if I get really real with myself, I feel like I wronged myself. I think sometimes that really stings because out of all the ...

Performing surgery is always scary, especially when you're inexperienced with it.  I hope that everything will be alright, that things w...

There's a weird feeling of emptiness that I have right now.  I guess that, is better than anxiety, at least.  I think it's a combina...

My mind keeps on refusing to learn the lessons that my body so desperately tries to tell it, I guess.  So here I am at 4AM, anxious and sitt...

It is one thing to want something for so long and then to realize that you will never reach it.  It is another thing to come to the unders...